A Dear Friend

I have a dear friend who is struggling immensely and I have been quite concerned for his well being.  The stress of not knowing how things will unfold has affected me deeply and I have had some tough days on my end.  I have to realize that as hard as it may be to accept,  I have no control of what may transpire in the next few weeks.  I can only be a support if called upon and pray for a positive outcome.

When I struggle mentally,  it affects me at work as my emotions are right on the surface,  ready to pour out.  Tuesday and Wednesday were a challenge and I even broke down crying a few times.  I was doing some work I had not done before and I get frustrated when I do not do the task right.  Jodi reinforced to me that I had to look after myself and not let my own health slide.  A sense of calm enveloped me on Thursday morning and I had two positive days on the job before the weekend.

I am really looking forward to the end of the season and an opportunity for some down time.  This is probably the longest I have been at one job without having extended time off in the last seven years.  I have not even taken a mental health day this year which is something I am proud of.  I am looking forward to sleeping in,  starting to read again and taking some long walks with Ollie.

Jodi and I had my dad over for dinner last night.  Was nice to connect and have some delicious meat pie together.  We even played some three handed euchre and my dad was the victor once again.  I watched the movie Goon and actually enjoyed the story line and the various characters.  I probably would not have gone to a theater to watch it but,  it was a good movie to view at home.

I better end my blog for now,  I may write some more later on today.  I hope you have an amazing Sunday.  Send some good vibes in to the universe for my friend if you don't mind.

Take care,  Shawn.

Weather the storm and the sun will shine through in its brilliance.