Good Day

Today was a good day.

I spent the day at my parents place doing work for them.  I really enjoyed working by myself and also getting a chance to visit with them.  I got a lot of work done and was happy with how things are looking.  I have to go back to finish things up tomorrow.  A day like today makes me think that there is a possibility of starting my own business one day.  I find peace in working on my own and believe that I do have the skills necessary.  I also love interacting with customers so I should really consider that moving forward.  At some point, I just have to have faith in myself and take a leap.

I did drop off one resume today.  I was having issues with my one e mail account and just realized how to fix the issue last night.  Turns out I had 46 e mails in my inbox.  An employer had tried to get in touch with me almost a month a go, so I dropped off a resume in person and explained the situation.  I did not get to talk to the owner but, chatted with a really nice guy.  It is out of my control now.  It did feel good to drop it off though as I had been feeling a bit nervous as the mix up with the e mail looks bad on me. I learned from my experience with my first job this year, that is important to weigh all options and not rush in to the first opportunity that presents itself.  I do need to work but, I am being patient and hoping that whatever ends up coming up will be a good fit for both myself and the employer.  I am really contemplating being up front about the fact I live with bi polar disorder.  I am under no obligation and it would be a bit of a risk but, I want to find long term success and believe sharing a bit about my disorder will help with that.  And I am not ashamed of who I am or what I live with.  I used to be years a go but, I learned that sharing with others is perhaps part of what I am meant to do in life.

Considering everything, it has been quite a positive week.  I had a counseling appointment.  I got the entire house in order.  I got a chance to be outside today and help out my parents.  The Blue Jays had two walk off wins in a row.  I am feeling healthy and the issues with my left arm and shoulder seem to have been rectified.  I was able to spend some more time with Jodi and Ollie.  We went for a really nice walk the other day.  I need to remind myself every day that although I may have hit a bump in the road,  there is still so much to be thankful for.

Have a great weekend.

Take care,  Shawn.

“Now and then it's good to pause in our pursuit of happiness and just be happy.”
― Guillaume Apollinaire